The external sounds were dancing like trapped leaves, caught up in the whirl wind, spinning with the pull of circling air.
She closed her eyes, and tried to calm her frantic thoughts.
She slowed her breathing, inhaling deep breaths of air through her nose.
'Calm yourself, calm your mind.'
She closed her eyes and a vision appeared.
A vast sea, the warmth of the sunshine can be felt on her face and back.
The water; bright blue emanating ripples as a gentle breeze caused waves to move upon the surface.
She feels at peace, but then she notices something approaching to her right. A large, grey ship looming and oppressive.
Thick smoke from its bowels disperse into the crystal clear air, polluting the peace.
Above the ship hangs an accompanying dark cloud, hovering, lingering and lurking as it moves in union.
This ship represented a difficult time approaching. On schedule, with set position, heading her way.
She sighed but knew that there was absolutely nothing she could do to prevent it or deter its course.
She could not will it away, force it to abort and turn. It was approaching like a dark cloud of oppression and all she could do was to sit and wait.
Before too long she found herself submerged in the thick fog, she could taste the polluting fumes.
The air turned dark and the sunlight ebbed away in retreat. Panic gripped her chest and she clenched her eyes shut, holding her breath. Heart rate racing she was reminded.
'Calm yourself, calm your mind'
In amongst the fog she composed herself, straightened her back, sat up tall. Looked within to find the box upon her lap marked with the word 'strength.'
She opened it up, unfolding the worn piece of tattered paper that lay within.
She read the words upon its page.
'You are strong, you can do this. It shall pass and all will be well. Hold fast my love.'
And as she returned the page to its box, closing the lid and fixing its clasp she saw the ship had almost past. Travelling so slow and steady she willed it to sail faster, but she knew she had to simply wait.
The skies cleared, the fog thinned, the waters regained their blue clarity. The calm filled her lungs once more.
And as she breathed she noticed out upon the horizon many more grey ships, with darkened smoke trailing from behind. Space in between each of them, clear seas and blue skies to separate each one.
She knew she would face them all in times to come, not knowing yet what they represented, but she knew that she could face each one, with the voice of Wisdom by her side , whispering in her ear;
'Calm yourself, calm your mind.'
Rebekah knight 2015